There were days when you wished if life had a pause button of its own. You felt like taking that step backward so as to finish off a lot of incomplete things. You wished if only the day were of 48 hours. Feel to split up yourself to convince, impress everybody, enjoy everything you want. But alas it doesn't happen and then you have to let go of of many things and enjoy with the few for which you took a positive call.
And all of a sudden you are now gifted with transience, opulence, extravagance of TIME which was otherwise running away from you. You seem to be struck with this surprising metamorphosis of your routine. Having always been made to go through a time-scarcity phenomena, the few moments free from engagements do infuse a tingling sensation as of an illusion. The realisation in itself seems to be a dream. By the time you are awake to actually grasp the motionless life as it seems to be, you are all loaded and geared up. For you are expectantly preparing for the unfinished, long awaited tasks to add that touch of soigne to your otherwise perfect but incomplete life.
There you stand by your window looking outside at the treadmill-paced up life of the city, failing to realise the pace though. What more strikes to you is the stillness of the huge lifeless buildings. The Water dripping off the hooves of the houses from last night's rains. The cradle that was always the neighbourhood child's best friend but now kept desserted in the terrace. This is when you feel like why is life taking a turn for you.
Looking at the mirror, you feel like posing a question why do my eyes look so lightened up!! Is it because today you had that extra hours of sleep, or is it just for that tinge of randomness in your life which you are all willing to experience. For that moment you want to do off with all the petite things that you had planned to wrap up. Just feel swayed by the nothingness that life gifts you, feel gifted to be living on your own terms, feel complete from within, feel blessed to feel life!!!
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Loved the use of imagery! So unlike you...your language has undergone a dramatic transformation..:) It really feels that you are beginning to feel the competition in Bangalore..but stay as u are...and keep writing..:)
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